My Side...

Hi everyone!

I don't really know how to explain myself quite well. Whats on my mind right now? My lover Jason. He just left to go eat right now. I wanted to tell myside of his story.

I remember the first day he came while I had hip hop class with my bestfriend. He walked up with my friend Joe at the time. The first time I saw him I remember I whispered to my bestfriend and said "wow he's SOOooO hot." He didnt really talk to me. He was very quiet. I don't know about you ladies out there, but I definitly like those quiet, mysterious, type of man. On top of that... he is very handsome. What a plus! I remember that night I finally spoke to him. I said Hey lets race. We stood next to one another and started walking as quickly as possible. I of course lost but yet I was whinning at him to slow down. We laughed and that was the first smile he cracked throughtout the whole day. I got shy and immediately turned away. We did exchange screennames and spoke here and there. It was until 3 years later we really started talking. Everynight we'd talk. It was non-stop. I did really like him at the point, but I was kind of skeptical to give it a try. Its too good to be true? He just wants to get in my pants. All these thoughts were running through my mind. On July 22, 2006 he asked me out. I took this relationship lightly thinking.. ohh.. i give it 3 months, we will break up. 3 months passed and I realized how much hes grown in me. 5 months passed and I realize I'm falling in love. 7 months passed and we were so inseparable. Around the time when it was about to be 1 year. We started to have problems. His dad didnt like me much. At first I was horrified. Why doesnt he like me? What did I do wrong? My own boyfriends' father dislikes me. At first it use to effect us and we use to argue about it. I started picking fights with Jason more and more. After 1 year & 2 months of going through alot, we've realized that no matter what situation we'd do everything together. I'm grateful that hes stuck by me through it all. I know hes grateful that I've been there riding this journey with him. Now its going to be 1 year & 4 months and 3 years and 16 months later.. I'm with the guy that I thought was so handsome. I consider myself to be lucky. I would've never thought someone like him would come along. Sometimes I feel as if.. if it wasn't for Joe we would've never really got together. Truth is faith has brought us together. You only find your soulmate once. I'm glad I found it at a early age, and I'm not sitting here searching any longer like most girls. I cant say we have a perfect relationship. All relationship contain problems. Love definitly teachs you to be patient, teachs you that love is kind, teachs you that love can conquer all.

love, Helen

P.S.S. I LOVE YOU JASON. unconditionally<3